.....me??....insecure???....lmao....i'm a guy!!!!

*sigh*….thoughts in my head about her…about us….about me….about him??....no way!!! who’s him…is there even  a him??....can there be a him?....how many “hims” are there??...does she love him??....no way there’s no him in the first place……there’s none at all…none at all... *gulp*….i watch amusingly at the demise of don draper, the debonair, svelte alpha male character in mad men, we had first class seats to the impending implosion that took place from….within…..from within his mind…where it all starts for me and you….for her…for all of us….you look at her…she’s smart, beautiful, caring, wonderful, the missing piece in your life, the “one”, she completes you….but…but?...but??..why is there a but???....you ask yourself, you wonder….you think of her as your best friend, someone you are close to, you pray together…she’s GOD fearing….. she laughs at your (boring) jokes and always thinks you’re good company (even when you’re dull)…. she’s always looking out for your interest while protecting hers….cz your success is her success and happiness… she wants her baby to make it….you’re smug….you’re happy….you look at her…you smile and stare at her breasts, her lips, her buttocks, yeah…she fucks you good, she lets you in anytime you want, she sucks you likes she’s gonna win a prize and when you’re good she lets you give her all your prize in her mouth….she’s a freak….she’s your freak….a freak with ambition….yuuup…goes to school…earns good grades….wants a life and has drive to be successful…she wants this with you…she makes you see this in a million ways….she’s there to cover your blind sides….she wants to be there for you….support you…feel your pain….grow with you and make you happy….damn!!!....she’s ready to do all this for you….yet these thoughts….thoughts of her…of us….nah….it’s just rubbish….guys don’t have insecurities….it’s a female thing….we shld allay their fears not generate ours….*sigh*…..yeah I hear ya brov….i hear ya….i’m not worried I’m just……saying…..what if……….